The First!

Ahhh... my first post. Never expect anyone to read this, but hey, that's ok. It's for my own benefit really. I release if you will. A place to vent.

So... vent. Hmmm... What to vent about? My job? Well, it sucks. But, it pays the bills and the people are nice. I'm bored with what I do, but really so many people are. My life? No complaints. I love my wife. I have two step-kids that I adore and love to death. The wife got pregnant but lost it, so that sucks. But, mostly life is good. My family? I have the best family in the world. Mom and Dad, two brothers and a sister. All of us actually get along... I guess in today's day and age, that makes us dysfunctional. My health? Well, it could be better. I get these damn headaches and they are really pissing me off. No known cause from what the doctor says... cluster headaches he calls them. I call bullshit. My guess is he just didn't want to take the time to find out if there was really something wrong. I did have a CT scan, but it showed normal. I have a brain! Also, I don't pee so well. That fuckin sucks let me tell ya. Ever had to piss real bad and you just can't? Then, a little comes out and you think "thank god, here it goes" but then it stops? Went to the doctor about that too but I literally never heard back from him about it and it was never suggested that I try to find out anything else. I've put on weight and I'm not real happy with that... 235 lbs now. A bit big for a guy that's 6'2". But, the married life and little real physical activity will do that to a person.

Well, crap, I guess I don't have much to vent about. Shit. Ah well, maybe I'll think of something tomorrow.